There are no reasons to feel ashamed because you love someone, even a bargirl/prostitute, but at one point, you need to protect yourself from your girlfriend because miracles don't happen: Trust your instinct, and make a courageous decision. She doesn't trust you one bit, and never gives you any freedom when you want to go out with your friends in bars or night clubs.Once again, it's not hard to understand her behaviour: How can you trust someone when you cannot be trusted?Clearly, I understand the concept of privacy, but such behaviour is a clear indicator that your Indonesian girl is hiding something. If you believe that, then you can ask her about the previous men she was dating.
She was only 24, but she had had lots of relationships, and long ones.
The secret for that, I discovered, was that all of them were dated during the same period of 3 years, at the same time.
I don't think you should put to much emphasis on it, but still, if you have the feeling that for her . You feel that your Indonesian girl is not being faithful, for tons of reasons that adds up.
You may be in love and you are doing everything you can to believe her lies, but it actually makes you feel down to think you can be that stupid.
2) Your Indonesian girlfriend in an abnormal manner.